right in your storm

I stand there in the cavern. My umbrella twirls in my hand, I must relieve it from the rain. The pools of red swallow my feet as it rolls across the rocks into my safe haven. I do not like this rain. Your sorrows have filled the skies and crawled across into my plain. The blood drains from the heavens. Is it really heavens, for the despair that fills it does not describe such a serene place. I fold up my umbrella, stop looking at the ground, raise my head up high. One step, right into the puddles, right into the storm. The maroon colored devastation covers me. My hair plasters to my forehead. I look around, drenched. I'm here, right in the storm, right in your storm, covered in your blood, and I'm not going anywhere.

or

I stand there in the cavern
my umbrella twirls in my hand
I must relieve it from the rain

the pools of red swallow my feet
as it rolls across the rocks into my safe haven
I do not like this rain

your sorrows have filled the skies
and crawled across into my plain
the blood drains from the heavens
is it really heavens, though?
for the despair that fills it
does not describe such a serene place

I fold up my umbrella
stop looking at the ground
raise my head up high

one step
right into the puddles
right into the storm

the maroon colored devastation covers me
my hair plasters to my forehead

I look around, drenched
I am here
right in the storm
right in your storm
covered in your blood
and I am not going anywhere

thisrageisutterlydestructive

the pent up rage inside me
comes stringing along
at sudden and sporadic moments
killing everything in it's path
destruction and torment

ripping apart the happiness
ripping it
apart

why why
the best of lives
destroyed by emotion

whether it not be rage
instead hatred
sadness
passion
tis all destructive in it's own way

emotion
destructive emotion

it needs a filter
to slowly leak out
instead of ripping apart the fabrics of sanity all at one time without any warning whatsoever

until the very end

I'm moving on
I'm forgetting
I'm losing

I'm terrified

I can't
I won't

I may move on
but I can never leave

I carve your words
your meanings
into my body

I need you with me
forever
I need you to be with me

I'm afraid of doing this without you
I'm afraid I just can't do this without you
I can't live without you

you've carried me through life
taught me
protected me

I should go
I should be free, be me
but you are
will forever be
a part of me

just, please, stick with me
until the very end
and I will never leave
not completely

I'll be with you
until the very end