smile back, and float on

i caress your body
as we tumble into my room
 giggling sweetly
not knowing what is about to occur

i pelt you with little kisses
soft kisses
deep kisses
rough kisses

the kisses start cute
but quickly turn quite powerful

i thrust you down upon my bed
and lay myself on top
not gently anymore
but almost forceful
although you do not seem to mind

you wrap your legs around my waist
vigorously gripping at my hair
patting, pulling, ripping out little bits
but i do not seem to mind

i sense a danger
but i stow it away
for even though i notice your clothes
melting into your body
your naked beauty distracts me, astounds me

i run my hands over every inch of you
leaving bloodied finger prints stamped everywhere

my eyes dart to yours
drawing me into this web of lust
as you rip right through my shirt
scattering it's remains about the room

as the passion grows
the danger is more obvious
but i cannot see it
for i love it

my fingertips have opened up now
as exposed wounds
leaking across your crevices

the pains seers my hands

your eyes, now black as night
overcome me
i feel no more pain
even as the scars appear along my body
they scab up, then begin to open
almost as if the gashes were un-healing
wounds in reverse

my body quivers with anticipation
as you roll over and pin me on my back
my pain does not hurt
the pain is not there
non-existent
even though with my own eyes i witness
my body draining

i can feel us flying
i can feel my existence floating
my being, as light as a feather now
i can feel your smile on my face
i can taste my blood on your lips
every time you press your lips to mine
and i can't help but smile back
and i can't help but smile back,
and float on